I’m Angry, Why Aren’t you?
Asking me ,so surreptitiously
why I’m ranting and raving
crazy and scathing?
Refusing to just let it go
accept the status quo.
You tell me that “this, is equality
feminism its over and done.
and guess what we won.”
But I’m hurt….
by your look of disgust
as it works its way up
The way that you, tut and strut.
Cosmo girl on some glorious mission
my ultimate submission
to these, paper thin superstars
ribs poking through skin
and singing their
hymns of redemption.
Goddesses
of the aesthetics and cosmetics
training up their spawns
to wage a war
against my feminine form.
appointing you with the authority
to place your hands upon your hips
and pronounce your verdict.
That I’m a disgrace
to the female race
with these prickly hairs upon my face
and that’s not to mention
my spare tired waist.
You tell me that…
“its just low self esteem
which has you wearing
these baggy jeans, but don’t worry
cause its nothing
a little bit of lipstick won’t fix.”
As you
pluck, prune and squeeze me
into your pet project beauty queen.
I’m falling apart
at these seams.
Tired of playing, your intelligent
but slightly frumpy side kick.
Tired of waiting at the bar
for him to pick.
Tired of pimping myself out
putting on a sexy show
for him and his mates
as they think about date rape.
While I gyrate
on the dance floor
to Britney and to Pink
pretending that
I’m still seventeen
some coy teenage wet dream.
Angry that I was naive
enough to believe
that I was the most
beautiful women
he’d ever seen.
Angry that I let him
interrupt me mid flow
that I tittered at his sexist jokes.
That I thought it was romantic
When he said
“You’ve pulled, go get your coat”
That I limped back to his
barefooted and blistered
for a drunken fumble
beneath his dirty sheets.
That I waited, for over a week
curled up by telephone
cradling this guilt
between my thighs.
Angry that I, was nothing
but “a quick fuck.”
That he, he gets to be the stud
while I’m just his, dirty little slut.
A collection of disembodied parts
pussy, tits and arse
a conquest, a victim, a plaything
an empty vessel for him
to stick himself in.
So tired of being defined
by this body
and not my mind.
Angry and betrayed
by the thought
that its been and done
over and won
and that we have been rescued
by these rights to consume.
Branded whores
begging for more.
Selling ourselves off
and buying ourselves back in bits.
So yes, I guess
I’m angry and I’m rude
and I don’t wear what I should
I sweat rather than glow
and I’m finally, learning
how to say….. No!
I wont roll over and shut up
I wont slow down
cause you cant keep up.
I wont stifle back
my feminine rage
at this, a pornified age.
My Question is
I’m angry, ….Why aren’t you?
Granny's First Gift
My Granny’s first gift
was to knit me a shawl.
Like a shroud
she bound me up real tight.
Like a present
dressed in pure white.
To be given over to him
so he could forgive me
for my first mortal sin.
Coming to earth
clothed in nothing
but my own silken skin.
and saturated in the smell
of my ancestors sin.
She stood upon his alter
so proudly, on display
the day that she
gave me away
to the almighty
and his earthly emissary.
To be washed clean
by the sign of his cross.
In the name of the father, his son
and the holy ghost.
The cold, drips from his
fingertips
welcome me
into this
exclusive family
where indoctrination
is a, lifetimes occupation.
Calling upon
his surrogate parents
to fulfil
their sacred role.
As I was sold
A sacrificial slave
for the price
of their salvation
from damnation
while the congregation
watch
Before rising
from their pews
to sing their praises to
my holy father
who is sucking it all in
as if he’d, just squeezed me
from his own
stretched and bloodied skin.
Taking a bow
for mankind
for Adam
and his mystically missing rib.
As my mothers role in creation
is taken.
By this robed
baby snatcher.
who likes them young
Spongey and innocent
Just waiting to be
filled up
by the word.
So as soon as I can walk
barely able to talk
just a curious little tot
scrambling for
coloured crayons
out the box
to scribble
between the lines
of a broken Jesus
hanging upon his cross
for me
and my future sin
which is curled up
inside my hymen
like the serpent
waiting
to suck my victims in
tempting them to take
that first fleshy taste
Juices dribbling
down our skin
until we are guilty
and confessing.
While He
He’s getting off
on the thought
Of me
a miniature bride
kneeling upon his alter
and opening up my mouth
real wide
to take the body of Christ
swallowing it down
with his spilt blood
trickling
down my chin
while the congregation
watch
Wet eyed at the sight
of these pretty little
girls dressed up in white.
All secretly wishing for that
special day
when Daddy
will give them away.
Sold off
As veiled
virgin wives
to their husbands
and his rights
to a fuck
when he likes.
My life unfolds
before my eyes
ritualised.
Until I’m standing
upon his alter
and swearing myself away
willingly
Promising to be
so faithful and true
to this man
whose standing in for you.
As the congregation
proudly
watch
Their creation
taking up her mystical vocation.
winking and waiting
for that, final deed
the sowing of his seed.
and the pattering
of tiny
Christian feet.
My Grannies final gift
was to knit me
a christening shawl.
For me to bind
my unborn child in.
It lays yellowing
wrapped up
in tissue paper
and waiting for the day
when I’m finally
strong enough
to throw it away.
Granny's First Gift
My Granny’s first gift
was to knit me a shawl.
Like a shroud
she bound me up real tight.
Like a present
dressed in pure white.
To be given over to him
so he could forgive me
for my first mortal sin.
Coming to earth
clothed in nothing
but my own silken skin.
and saturated in the smell
of my ancestors sin.
She stood upon his alter
so proudly, on display
the day that she
gave me away
to the almighty
and his earthly emissary.
To be washed clean
by the sign of his cross.
In the name of the father, his son
and the holy ghost.
The cold, drips from his
fingertips
welcome me
into this
exclusive family
where indoctrination
is a, lifetimes occupation.
Calling upon
his surrogate parents
to fulfil
their sacred role.
As I was sold
A sacrificial slave
for the price
of their salvation
from damnation
while the congregation
watch
Before rising
from their pews
to sing their praises to
my holy father
who is sucking it all in
as if he’d, just squeezed me
from his own
stretched and bloodied skin.
Taking a bow
for mankind
for Adam
and his mystically missing rib.
As my mothers role in creation
is taken.
By this robed
baby snatcher.
who likes them young
Spongey and innocent
Just waiting to be
filled up
by the word.
So as soon as I can walk
barely able to talk
just a curious little tot
scrambling for
coloured crayons
out the box
to scribble
between the lines
of a broken Jesus
hanging upon his cross
for me
and my future sin
which is curled up
inside my hymen
like the serpent
waiting
to suck my victims in
tempting them to take
that first fleshy taste
Juices dribbling
down our skin
until we are guilty
and confessing.
While He
He’s getting off
on the thought
Of me
a miniature bride
kneeling upon his alter
and opening up my mouth
real wide
to take the body of Christ
swallowing it down
with his spilt blood
trickling
down my chin
while the congregation
watch
Wet eyed at the sight
of these pretty little
girls dressed up in white.
All secretly wishing for that
special day
when Daddy
will give them away.
Sold off
As veiled
virgin wives
to their husbands
and his rights
to a fuck
when he likes.
My life unfolds
before my eyes
ritualised.
Until I’m standing
upon his alter
and swearing myself away
willingly
Promising to be
so faithful and true
to this man
whose standing in for you.
As the congregation
proudly
watch
Their creation
taking up her mystical vocation.
winking and waiting
for that, final deed
the sowing of his seed.
and the pattering
of tiny
Christian feet.
My Grannies final gift
was to knit me
a christening shawl.
For me to bind
my unborn child in.
It lays yellowing
wrapped up
in tissue paper
and waiting for the day
when I’m finally
strong enough
to throw it away.
Dirty Linen
Why are women
still rinsing out their dirty linen
behind closed doors?
behind closed doors?
Unable to voice the truth
of their religions
systematic abuse
providing him
providing him
with his excuse
to remind her, daily
to remind her, daily
of her position
spiritual submission.
spiritual submission.
Silenced
by an indoctrinated left
who are helping
who are helping
to stitch up our lips
with their political correctness
covering up Sharia
and its political objectives.
Cultural relativism
with their political correctness
covering up Sharia
and its political objectives.
Cultural relativism
has become
a conceptual prison
for the mind
designed, to take
designed, to take
away our rights
to criticise theocracy
with the fear
of causing you offence
which has us self policing
which has us self policing
in their defence.
Where our respect
Where our respect
is no longer earned
but freely given.
where our tolerance involves
granting freedom of religion for all
but what about freedom, from religion?
but freely given.
where our tolerance involves
granting freedom of religion for all
but what about freedom, from religion?
Demanding
our ultimate respect
whilst it rapes
whilst it rapes
the female power
to object
to beliefs
which have a dirty history.
Hidden between blood stained pages
these holy words and phrases
are ripe
which have a dirty history.
Hidden between blood stained pages
these holy words and phrases
are ripe
for the patriarchal plucking.
Filled with sanctifications
to hate, to rape, to mutilate
women
hidden beneath the cloth
and hanging out their dirty linen
behind closed doors.
While we look, the other way
pretending, that we can’t see
Filled with sanctifications
to hate, to rape, to mutilate
women
hidden beneath the cloth
and hanging out their dirty linen
behind closed doors.
While we look, the other way
pretending, that we can’t see
the similarities
with our own stained
religious histories.
Unable to grasp
with our own stained
religious histories.
Unable to grasp
the lessons from our past
imprisoned
imprisoned
in our cultural divisions
and unable to show solidarity
with our sisters
and unable to show solidarity
with our sisters
of a different skin and religion.
Labelled a racist
because I refuse to believe
that women are praying
upon their knees
for the right to be
that women are praying
upon their knees
for the right to be
considered, an inferior species.
As the Liberals
and the intellectuals
spout their sanitized sound bites
defending Muslim women
and their rights, to choose
whilst supporting the rights
As the Liberals
and the intellectuals
spout their sanitized sound bites
defending Muslim women
and their rights, to choose
whilst supporting the rights
of her religion to abuse.
The ministries of peace
and their propaganda machines
are defending sharia
and its torturing regimes.
Following the will
of the mighty Allah
and his wrath
against the dirty kufar.
and their propaganda machines
are defending sharia
and its torturing regimes.
Following the will
of the mighty Allah
and his wrath
against the dirty kufar.
Apostates, atheists
homosexuals and women
fleeing his judgement
and its bloody punishments
fleeing his judgement
and its bloody punishments
lashings, hangings and amputations
Stonings, beheadings and honour killings.
Stonings, beheadings and honour killings.
Seeking asylum and secular rights
which are under attack
by the Islamic right
and its global mission
submission
To sharia, creeping in
under the cover
by the Islamic right
and its global mission
submission
To sharia, creeping in
under the cover
of religious tolerance.
Global citizens
are now well trained
in this art of double think.
Defending religious holy rights
and oblivious to the real fight
against oppressive regimes
justifying their extremes
and bleaching their dirty linen
clean.
Defending religious holy rights
and oblivious to the real fight
against oppressive regimes
justifying their extremes
and bleaching their dirty linen
clean.
A Clash of Un-civilisations
The military industrial complex
The military industrial complex
and its capitalist conquest.
Political Islam
and its religious crusade.
These war mongering
bureaucracies and theocracies
are sending out
their representatives.
These well versed Muslim clerics
and polished, politicians
are dictating public opinion.
Tribal leaders
pounding upon their war drums.
Masters of manipulation
providing the justifications
for nationalism and religious extremism.
Which are just two sides
of the one spinning coin.
Both demanding
the ultimate sacrifice
that we lay down our right to life.
For patriarchy and its authority
to send its children out
like expendable plastic pieces
to their slaughter.
These two poisonous ideologies
are feeding off each other.
Like a serpent, suckling
upon its own swollen tail.
Dependant upon, the other
for the creation
of a common enemy.
Their real enemy
is you and me
and our struggle
for real freedom and equality.
Their real victims
are our children
indoctrinated into submission.
bodies beaten
broken, split
blown to bits.
Sacrificed upon
these alters
to authority
The Name of Their Game
Political Islam
is mobilising its forces
and no amount of wishful thinking
can hide this rise
in fundamentalist thinking.
This backlash of literal religion
is radicalising the youth
powerless and poverty stricken
watching their innocent
brothers and sisters
dying at the hands
of greedy capitalists
lining their pockets
from the dirty profits of war.
While supposedly
spiritual leaders
are manipulating the situation
in the hopes of creating
a global Islamist nation.
reactionary forces
are drawing their swords
under their false flags
of freedom democracy
and spiritual authority.
while the masses
are trapped
in this authority orchestrated backlash
against the revolutionary
social movements of our past.
Poised to fight back
Finally able to see
that we are all just
struggling to be free
of corrupt ideologies.
But its, real easy
to get confused
as to which side we belong on
when the distinctions between
right and wrong are gone
and it feels like
there is a clash of
un -civilisations going on.
Everyone’s picking their sides
labelling themselves, left and right
and rushing to get behind the lines
cause thinking outside the box
is likely to get you shot
branded a traitor
a sudo- liberal hater
for reading across
these cultural divides
to these bloody frontlines
where regardless
of our personal beliefs
the truth
it becomes easy to see
this is all part of
some global conspiracy.
Whether its carried out
by imams, preachers
or political leaders
the outcomes always the same
when it done
under some higher authorities name
because oppression of the people
is the name of their game.
Pointing the finger
Is it really
so inflammatory
for me to say
that your
fundamentalist religions
promote hate.
Creating a culture
of sinners and saints
A defamation for me to state
that radical Islam
is a religion of submission
or that literal religions
are intellectual prisons.
Left with no faith
that humanity can be trusted
with showing respect
that we now have to legislate for it.
“ Thou shalt not criticise theocracy.”
We must remain, slaves
afraid, to question its authority
sending out its silencing assassins
For this poet preacher
whose just too
radical to take
BUT
I’m not the one
filled with his hate.
Lifting words straight off the page
to justify killing.
Thirsting for vengeance
by the knife, noose or needle.
I’m not the one
teaching my children
to strap explosives to their chests
for political objectives
or using innocent people’s deaths
to justify my oil based
conquests.
So does it make me a threat?
When I say, I can see
your double standards at play
busy claiming that, its ok
to murder innocent
Muslim’s and their children
in your fight
for freedom and democracy
but to criticise theocracy
makes me a racist
lumped in with these
nationalistic haters
a product of your propaganda
in our papers
busy, laying down the blame
the foundations
of your war games.
So whose the real racist?
Publishing pictures
of our brothers
hooded, stripped
naked and piled up
Like bodies at Auschwitz
while young white males
wank of to it
and I’m left asking
dangerous questions
Like, who benefits from this?
Don’t choose between evils
Capitalist, Big brother
and his tyrant of a father
are serving the same master.
They’re cashing in on disaster
shaking hands
as they execute his plans
for the biggest heist in history.
Consolidating our wealth
in the hands
of the heartless banking cartels
whilst they demand
that we tighten up our belts
like nooses round our necks
saddling ourselves
with their fictional debt
paying the way
for this global economic
slavery.
A new world order
pulling its strings
from behind these
metaphysical curtains.
Buying up the boards
and preparing
their pawns for play.
Cause every one will have
their assigned, purpose and place
in this brave, new world’s
reality
Its time to wake up
to the fact that our enemies
have us trapped
playing out fabricated facts
whilst they are busy
directing both parts
These brutal theocracies
and corporate sponsored
fake democracies
are soaking up the spoils
of their endless Orwellian war
preaching publicly for our love
while they teach us all, to hate
imagined enemies.
Iran, Iraq, Afghanistan
all just part of a master plan
shock and awe, endless war.
Whether its soldiers or insurgents
squeezing the triggers
for their bosses
we are all, acceptable losses.
Written off by these
sensationalist
sermons and speeches
dessigned to keep us
mesmerised
by these two
supposedly opposing sides
which are in reality, intertwined.
Battling it out in the headlines
for ur hearts and minds
whilst hiding the true frontlines
Silencing our academics
with jargon and
meaningless rhetoric
tied up in their
political correctness
cherry picking his holy books
and spoon feeding
the intellectuals half truths
unable to look outside
their bureaucratic guidelines
to see that they are responsible
for condemning humanity
to their stupidity
for an infinity
regurgitating
false dichotomies
between left and right
and trapped
on the political sidelines
as people are shot
dead in the streets
by these false authorities
While we debate
whether I have the right
being white
to fight for other cultures
human rights
So I say , Fuck this
post modern, relativistic
ethical bull shit
All their well formed excuses
For why we shouldn’t give a shit
Fuck their silencing tactics.
Lets demand
that human rights
are about helping
the individual
to fight against oppression
cause mass genocide
has made me realise
that with the right
propaganda machine
the state can become
a brutal killing machine
the crusades colonialism and slavery
have taught me that
religions have a tendency to abuse
their guardianships
over our truths
So when I cant see
the truth for the spin
I just close my eyes
and go back to the past
and remember that morality
should start with heart
Cause killing
millions of citizens
in the name of saving
innocent civilians
is just illogical
and wrong.
Opening fire
against innocent people
congregating in the streets
exercising their right
to free speech
is a worrying reality.
They have turned
human beings
into their economic slaves
emptied out batteries
plugged into false realities
and unable to see
the common threads
of our humanity
its a Fucking Tragedy!
And we, all pay the price
for falling in to these
well marked traps
cause preaching for our love
while they teach us all to hate
is a very old game play
So don’t be
an intellectual slave
don’t spend your life being afraid
of the power of being free
to interpret your own reality.
So Fuck their
post modern, relativistic
ethical bull shit
All their well formed excuses
For why we shouldn’t give a shit
Fuck their silencing tactics.
Fuck these
corporate sponsored
fake democracies
And these brutal
state theocracies!
Fuck big brother
his Abrahamic father
and their shadowy
pay masters.
This Enemy with No Name
I’m searching
for the source
of this, so loud
that it’s silent, oppression.
Its becoming my obsession
hunting down this enemy
with no name
who’s playing me
like a mere pawn
in these perverse mind games.
I’m finally ready
to stand up and be counted
against his atrocities
but the fight it seems
so far away
when I’m swallowed
in his day to day.
These frontlines
are just, too many too face
our forces are divided
conquered and cowering
beneath these limiting labels.
Oppressed
without a single entity to blame
and kneeling before the power
of an enemy with no name.
Whose directing
from behind the scenes
while his front men
paint their fictitious victories
across our screens.
These parasitic sound bites
eating me out
till I’m nothing
but hollowed out skin
dangling upon his purse strings.
Perhaps, my only form of attack
is to seek him out
within my own mind
but…. what do you think I find
An impostor of the divine
standing guard at the gates
of my mythical landscape.
Refusing to let me past
to my souls path
without the magic words
to defeat the beast
which were buried, deep
within our ancestors myths
which are now dazzling
disney cabarets
subverted parody’s.
in his perverted plot
for spiritual power
at any cost
turning our religious maps
into these toxic bloodbaths.
Poisoned
by his literal obliteration
of the sacred within
by the concept
of original sin.
formed from the ashes
of double think
woman, born of a broken rib
to bare the brunt of the blame
and this shame
for humanities fall from grace.
As we’re supposed to
celebrate
This… rape
of the Goddess within
until she’s nothing
but a virginal vessel
to carry you to earth in
So certain
that this, one path
held the truth
that we were willing to kill
the very thing
he set out to save
and now
he offers us…. salvation?
Through his forgiveness
but for what?
Birth, into this, cosmic conflict
Where his current incarnation
is no longer masquerading
as our loving Lord
but as human kind
freed from the divine.
Where capitalism has become
his shining beacon light
and hypocrisy
is the only way of life.
In this land, where anything goes
Big Brothers garden of delights.
Where we are defined
by these consumer choices
that we make
as were supposed to
celebrate
queuing up
for our part to play
in this ….
an unfolding tragedy
Signing up
for an endless war
against ourselves.
Where it takes
fear to create security
war to make peace.
An emptying out
to feel full
of this emptiness
creating the space
for your instant
gratification
to take place.
Leaving us perpetually
craving, for more
dancing among the ruins
of our former selves.
in this….
dark waste land of the soul.
Where the ghosts
of our mystical weavers
are wailing out
to the bitter wind.
Pinned to their wooden stakes
crucified in fields
filled with forgotten rape
sacrificed as scapegoats
to your hate
and as I trail through our soulscape
I’m sick, with the smell
of innocent death.
A woman, wailing over corpses.
staring this enemy in the face
the human capacity for hate.
But theirs no time
to grieve
for our bloodied history.
As this life hurtles past
too fast
to spin
into anything
with an ultimate meaning.
Held hostage
by these overly simplified sentences
and arguing over the starting point.
Trying to create critiques
which will never reach
these blood soaked streets
while we’re swimming
in our swollen deceits.
Our collective conscience
is just, too stained
too examine closely
without the bitter truth
of acceptance
bringing us deliverance
Into this….
Struggle, for an authentic existence
against this nameless enemy
and his dirty deal
offering us
the illusion of freedom
as we kneel before the power
of his loaded gun.
TAKE AIM
THE BATTLE CALL
HAS COME
TO JOIN THE REVOLUTION
OF OUR TIME
TO OPEN UP OUR HEARTS
AND DE PROGRAME OUR MINDS
TO THE SOOTHING LIES
WHICH HAVE KEPT US, PACIFIED
PREOCUPIED
AND STRIVING TO SATISFY
CONSUMER, CREATED GREED
HIDING
HUMANITIES DYING NEEDS
THE ABILITY
TO FEED, OUR STARVING CHILDREN
AND PREVENT THE BOMBING
OF INNOCENT CIVILLIONS
LOCKED UP IN PRISONS
WE ARE ALL VICTIMS
OF MAN’S, MANY DIRTY “ISM’s”
SO THE TIME HAS COME
TO SAY, NO
NOT IN MY NAME
I REFUSE, TO PLAY
YOUR GENOCIDAL WAR GAMES
BECAUSE DOMINATION
AT ANY COST?
HAS LOST
WE ARE NO LONGER DECIEVED
BY OUR FAULTY BELIEFS
CAUSE THE DESIRE FOR… PEACE
IS DISSOLVING OLD BOUNDARIES
ERODING
IN THE FOURCE OF TODAY
REALISING THAT ITS ONLY
ENERGY
FLOWING THROUGH OUR FLESHY WALLS
CAUSE, COLLECTIVLY
WE ARE , BUT ONE MIND
SEEKING TO FIND ITSELF
WHO’S ENERGY DRAWS STRONG
AS THE SAME MESSAGE IS FORMED
BY A CRUSHENDO
OF REVOLUTIONARY SONGS
RESSONATING THROUGH
THESE WAR STAINED STREETS
CALLINING FOR JUSTICE
SOLIDARITY AND PEACE
SO WAKE UP
THE ANSWERS THAT HUMANITY SEEKS
ARE FINALLY WITHIN OUR REACH
ALL WE NEED TO DO IS ………..BREATHE
OPEN OUR HALF SHUT EYES….. AND SEE
RELEASE A HEARTFELT CRY ….AND GRIEVE
FOR THE LOSS OF HUMANITY
ITS TIME
TO FIGHT BACK
FROM THE HEART
RECLAIM OUR MINDS
AND JOIN
THE REVOLUTION
OF OUR TIME
TO COLLECTIVLY SAY
NO, NOT IN MY NAME
TAKE AIM!